Inner Constellations

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In May 2018, after 8 years of Silence Practice Facilitation, this map arrived in my awareness upon awakening. I named it an “Inner Constellation Mobile” (ICM) as it reveals more clearly the movement between the personal and transpersonal dynamics encountered within inner-stillness.

The intra-dependance of this Mobile allows us to witness the deeper relationship between our Belonging (in culture) and our Becoming (as soul): the movement of our conditioned aspects as well as our timeless potential as Soul.

Many of us suffer from a disconnect between our two essential natures — human and Divine. Experiencing the movement of our inner-mobile within the group allows for a more wholesome relationship between “doing and being” to emerge.

In this work we experience that one person’s healing is healing for everyone. We experience a quality of aliveness in the room that invites something new within us. There is great compassion and strength awakened in us as we experience this collaborative coherence.

Public Zoom Presentation August 13, 2022 (2 hours):
https://us02web.zoom.us/rec/share/opQ5MCdwrG8Uik9JA8XiRhlyPbBg2HFazWwCS91bhrFrhuewsjPGmF44r_7gP_er.M01qFimgcQ1oRPy3?startTime=1660410681000
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Learning from the Group Inner Constellations:
Since the ICM’s emergence in May 2018, I continue to learn profound lessons:

  • The ICM requires trust in a deeply emergent process that cannot be known ahead of time.
  • Each Constellation is an inner-universe that is both sacred and unique.
    Together, with our collective willingness we create a field of deep presence.
    Presence is a spacious container that heals because it includes what is, just as it is.
  • Life is a healing movement. When we begin to integrate the energy-disconnect of trauma we begin to trust life because we experience knowing that we are life.
  • When our nervous system is disconnected and numb it is difficult to feel the fluid healing aliveness of life.
  • The group container helps to make our frozen habits visible.
  • We can honour the traumatized (frozen) areas of our nervous system. They served as a protection in the (often) fragmented chaos of our childhood.
  • Judgement and objectification habits decrease dramatically. It is very difficult for our objectifying mental habits to deny “what is“ within a field of presence.
  • Presence opens a relational field of intra-connection that builds trust and an ability to attune deeply.
  • Through the attuned nervous systems in the group container, a higher-orchestration begins moving within the constellation. I refer to this as the presence of Grace.
  • Our collective presence is beautiful and profoundly generous because it belongs to no one and everyone.
  • The restorative movement within each ICM fosters a communal sense of belonging that awakens the timeless movement of the Universal Heart.
  • Our collective wisdom exists within a connected web-of-attunement where deep listening allows our sense of place and belonging to emerge.
  • The movement of life is essentially inclusive and everything belongs, especially our struggle. (For more on this, one of my MA papers may be of interest:  Kabbalah, Beyond the Self: Discovering God Within the Struggle at https://lauramadsen.ca/papers/)
  • The Universal Heart Intelligence emerges from within us. It is not intellectual, but the intellect can learn to serve it as Spaciousness and Listening stablize within us and in relationship between us.
 

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